Sweet Squire
"the more i tried to fade, the closer i got to u"
-contradict-
Do i still love you?
Absoulutely, without a doubt in my mind, thru all that mind and ego
So faithful in that love for u i made u doubt it
That is the greatest mistake of a life full of mistakes
The truth, i think, doesnt set us free
I can tell you I love you as many times as you can stand to hear it and all that does,
the only thing, is remind us that love is not enough.
Not even close.
That smile that always keep me out of trouble
it was a stupendous dusky evening, one of those we usually lie in wait and enjoy each other's company over dinner at an utmost unreal buffet. simply effervescent.
&it's a new tomorrow
"Slapdash-ed.."
i would want to lie on that other side of the bed, but i want no smelly blankie. exclamation.
n endless monologues thruout the witchy hours on the jingle makes me queaky
-eagerly waiting fer 25th
&it's a new tomorrow
Walking the Chalk-Talk
"sharpening seasons here agn.."
We're all starting active training for duty agn.. but only this time, im the officer-in-charge. im being put charge of them "fat bois"- B pendings and theyve already given me a taste of their enthusiasm and that zeal sealed within .. but that might be just because its new years eve/half-day .. and ive yet to explore their sore points and the shortcumings
-"half-rite" is the new *sweetheart*
random memo:
things dun just fall in place sumtimes. and we noe above all, they just happen fer a reason. thats no excuse but if u must get angry. get angry with me. and let the rest dun matter
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It takes courage to grow up & turn out to be who u really are. anybody can become angry, that is easy; but to be angry with the right person, and to the right degree, and at the right time, and for the right purpose, and in the right way, that is not within everybody's power, that is not easy
-and when the stars arent out tonite, but neither are we to look up at them
&it's a new tomorrow
"Simply Eccentric.."the old-skewl pompous crew made my night.. as we whirled thru the many night spots with the many DRZs and the XR4s.. daym! makes me think of getting a bike.. they cheered my nite like it was my last! One word best described them company - *Maniacal!* but most of all it was that "teapot" whom i bothered even after havin a 20min shower she gooberly waited.. she ended my 020208 with all them babbling and jabbering.. and she beddy-byed on the phone first.timers *grinz* -"tell me when will you be mine.."
&it's a new tomorrow